Calls this week

I have had several calls this week that were less then happy. Had a few cardiac arrests, two stabbings, several accidents, several dead people. It never ends.

The other day we had a man who had his arm torn off. He was on a motorcycle and was hit by a car. The arm came off at the shoulder. We airlifted him. I don’t think he will make it but it is possible I guess. The hospital thought they could re-attach it so hopefully he will live long enough for them to try. He lost a lot of blood.

I had a stabbing last night where the woman made it to a firestation several blocks away. Her neighbor called it in and as I was getting ready to send the screen, the firestation notified us that they had a stabbing victim there. They were going to airlift her but decided she didn’t have a good enough chance of survival so sent her to the hospital instead. Hope she made it but I won’t be surprised if she didn’t. Her boyfriend stabbed her in the stomach.

I had a young man that was found by his brother, dead. Apparently he had had a headache and went to bed but when his brother went to check on him a little bit later, he was dead. Very sad – the brother was hysterical. I tried to calm him down but what can a person really say? Not much.

Had a man who found his wife barely breathing too. The guy I had on the phone was the man’s friend. The guy wouldn’t do as I said and kept commenting that the guy’s wife was so big that it was no wonder she was dying. I wanted to tell him to shut up. He was harrassing me and I finally told him to listen to me because there wasn’t anything helpful he could do other then that. The entire firepod started to laugh. I think the woman actually lived though.

Wish I had more positive stuff to write about but it really has been nasty lately and is certainly only going to get worse as we get closer to Christmas and the New Year.

Wednesday Wanning

I know I should be doing several things right now but I really just want to sit here thinking about moving back to Iowa. I had a great dream last night that I lived in a house just like I grew up in. I want to see if I can find one just like it – it can’t be the only one ever made with that floor plan.

My house is in shambles around me – get sick of looking at it being such a mess. I put the toys in the basket again but the animals drug it all back out. Why do I even try?

Saw the mailman come and go – I doubt I have anything exciting out there but I’ll check later. If I don’t, I just leave it in the box so I don’t have to worry about it.

Right now I’m at the library because my internet is still down. hate that. I’m going to go back to dialup because this is ridiculous! Wish I could afford a laptop – it would solve several problems.

It is cloudy out but no rain thus far. i wish it would rain – am in the mood for it. Have a real bad headache…have I mentioned that already?

Christmas Blues

It is 1 am and I need to get to bed. I had a really rotten day today. I was upset when I got to work – was rude to my coworkers, screwed up on several calls and had a killer headache. They offered to let me go home at 7 pm but I declined because of the letter I got saying I used too much sick time. I’m determined to not call in sick for the rest of the year – which includes going home sick.

Part of my problem was because Christmas is coming – I’ve got the Christmas blues. Part of it was them putting me in the fire pod when all I wanted was to be tucked away in a corner. Watever the case – I had a bad attitude and am ashamed to say it was as obvious as a flashing neon light. Later I felt bad about my behavior and confessed to my supervisor that I had been a real bitch all day. She found it hard to believe and laughed.

They all think I’m so calm, collected and overly laid back that they just can’t picture me being bitchy. If they only knew! Bet they’d stop laughing if I told them I was seeing a counselor for my rage issues. Ha ha.