Nightmares

I have been having hellish nightmares lately. The last two nights I have had nightmares on weird things. Last night I dreamt that I went back to my old job at the wastewater plant but a tornado had gone through the area totally destroying it. The building was in complete chaos with the exception of my office which they put back together first. All around me construction workers were trying to build back the building but my office – which was in the middle of it all – was a nice serene place. I was not a serene person though – I was running around, getting in the way, trying to get order to the rest of the chaos. I have no idea what the dream meant but I tell you, I was exhausted when I woke up.

Maybe it is telling me that my world is a serene place if only I’d quit running around trying to fix everything else? Maybe it means I have a big head and thing I’m the only one who can fix things that are chaotic?

My dream today during my nap was that I moved into a big apartment. The complex was huge and I had a lot of nice neighbors. However, I had some very sick neighbors too who killed people and others who worshipped Satan. I pretty much stayed in my apartment.

Even though I had just moved in and most of the rooms were empty – I had two rooms that were full of junk. I kept trying to get rid of the junk by throwing it out of the window into a dumpster but more junk would appear. I started giving away junk to others but the rooms never seemed to get cleaned out while the other rooms remained bare. I had two dumpster loads of stuff and more was in the apt waiting to be thrown out.

In between trying to clean out the apartment, I also would take walks trying to avoid all the crazy people in my neighborhood. The dream ended when I was a passenger in a van that had stuff to take to a barge which transported garbage to a dump somewhere offshore. The driver of the van was my Mom, the other passenger was my younger sister. Mom got us in the wrong spot like she often did when traveling places. She got out to get directions and my younger sister climbed into the driver’s seat. She somehow got the van on it’s side half in and half out of the water. I woke up because Mom was blaming me and I kept telling her I hadn’t done it.

Both dreams were very intense and left me tired. They both have a similar theme but I’m not sure why I dreamt them.

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  1. as I said in my email I think it is the stress of the moving that has you dreaming these kind of dreams.
    You are all worked up and it is showing up in your dreams.
    Yes in weird ways but I still think it is due to stress


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