Can’t Fight That Feeling
Can’t seem to fight the feeling that I need to go to bed. I haven’t gone to bed this early in a long time and really think I shouldn’t give in to the impulse now. Next week I go to nights which will require me to be awake so I shouldn’t start getting acclimated to evenings again cuz then it will be so much harder to make the switch again.
Work went fairly well tonight – not as busy as last night which is good.
I was cruising the internet at one point, looking for something work related of course, when I ran across the kidnapping case that I have been trying so hard to forget. It really hit me hard and I couldn’t get it out of my mind for hours. Funny how it can still come up on me and slam me down. The trial starts in November – I can’t see any reason they would need me to come back for it so that is good at least. I would if they subpoenaed me for it but I can’t think of any reason they would.
So glad I’m no longer in a job that has such an emotional drain on me. So far we haven’t had to deal with a whole lot of life and death things which suits me just fine. Ok, sometimes I miss the excitement of new things but we did have a plane crash the other day so can’t say it is just about student issues. I didn’t take the call, it didn’t even happen on my shift, but the point is, things like that can happen even here.
Anyway, I’m losing the sleeping battle so guess I’ll put this to bed and then go myself.
