There has been a high rate of suicides this past week – more than nine that I’ve counted so far. I don’t understand why there is a rise in the numbers – is it because we are getting closer to the holidays? Does winter play a factor in this or is it the economy?
How bad would things have to get to make throwing yourself in front of a vehicle moving at a high rate of speed seem like a good alternative to living? I look at the bodies and can’t fathom being that much at the end of my rope.
Sure I get depressed sometimes and things seem out of hand once and awhile – but suicide? It really is out of the question for me because there is always hope of a better tomorrow. There is always that off chance that things will be brighter and life will be filled with joy. If we don’t look at it that way – if we see only the dismal abyss of despair, then everything seems more overwhelming. If there is no hope, no dream, then why are we here?
Maybe they can’t take the encroachment of society into their daily lives. I know that we all feel that heavy burden now and then of being social when we would prefer being left alone. We have all had our space invaded and wanted to hide away from the maddening crowds. If given the opportunity, I think I would do just fine if I lived out on a deserted island by myself – have my own little oasis. But we live in a society where we neatly stack each person on top of everyone else in our high rises and super condos. Who cares if there is no yard to play in or grass to eat?
Or maybe the deaths aren’t suicides at all but youngsters playing chicken with high speed motorcars. Let me forewarn you, the cars win every time. I know we so often don’t think about the consequences of our actions – as I always say – you may be lucky enough to win at each game but have you stopped to consider that you might also lose? Do you consider that racing a car across the road – or a train over the railroad tracks – could wind up costing you your very life? What price are we willing to pay to “win?”
Well, my dear little woodland friends, I hope you all rest in peace. Please reconsider before throwing yourself in front of a car – it really isn’t worth it. Life goes on and there are already too many orphaned young. So Mr Raccoon, Mr Squirrel and Mr Deer – take care and be safe.

you have never thought suicide is the answer?
I have and I have a pretty good life compared to others.
There are times I have thought of how I would do it.
I have it down to an exact place and what I would do to do it.
Do I intend to commit suicide?
Hell no
But I have gotten so overwelmed with everything and think “What the hell is the point?” that I have seriously thought, suicide is the answer out…..
I know what you mean. I have heard of more suicides recently than ever before. I agree, no matter how bad things look, give it time, it will get better.
Hope you get feeling better real soon.
No, I have never thought about suicide being an answer – haven’t thought about how or where I would do it at all. I think life is too precious to even contemplate such a thing.
If life got too complicated, I would be more likely to run away to the wilderness somewhere or a different country. The only time I even say I would kill myself is if something happened to my son – but I doubt I’d commit suicide then either if I had time to rationalize it out. I know my son wouldn’t want me to kill myself – just as I wouldn’t want him to harm himself if something happened to me.
K,
I did catch that at the end, that it was wildlife. And yes, I am doing much better this week.
I am working with someone on a new project to do on the side along with whatever job I come up with and with the hope of making it something we could both do for a full-time income down the road.
I am also meeting with someone to start up a Sisters In Crime chapter.
Thanks for thinking of me anyway.
V
I figured you had gotten it but had one reader write me an email that I didn’t make it very clear.
I am glad you are doing better this week. Scary choices are difficult to be comfortable with right away, no matter who you are doing it for. I enjoy your blog and the author interviews.
K
Thanks for adding my blog to your blog roll. Yours was one of the first that I added to mine. Your blogs feel like sitting down with a good friend for a visit. Keep writing and get over that cold!
I actually got that you were referring to animals and not humans.
I was just shocked to hear you say, or read that you never thought of ending your life.
maggiemsp – I knew you got it – I got an email from someone else who didn’t though.