You Know…

I really haven’t been able to come up with something to write today – I’ve been trying for 6 hours now.  My brain is convoluted with thoughts, fantasies, and anxiety.
Most of the day I’ve been thinking about Laureen and what a nightmare this accident is for her.  I picture her with two broken ankles pulling herself [...]

Head is aching

Have a bad headache – not sure what caused it unless it is from being hatless today at the dog park.  I have new contacts in so it shouldn’t be that.  Really don’t know but it hurts behind my eyeballs – usually an indication of a migraine however the other symptoms are missing so think [...]

I’ve been thinking

Something is different in my brain today – I’m not sure why.  I know that sounds ominous but it isn’t.
It is very strange really.  I was listening to Bob Marley, thinking about life, and started thinking about maybe it was time to get into shape and consider dating again.  Usually that takes way more years [...]

Way too tired…Way too late

It is almost midnight – way past my bedtime.  I have to be up in 5.5 hours to go work a hellish 12 hour shift.  I don’t look forward to it at all.  Sunday I work another 12 with just my trainee – that will be very interesting.  I wonder if she works tomorrow too? [...]

Tired and Weary and Blurry-eyed

I am quite tired, weary and blurry-eyed.  I haven’t eaten yet – my wonderful pasta got dumped on the floor so the dogs enjoyed that.  I have to decide what I’m going to make now but am almost too tired to care.  I ran to Walmart for a few things on my way home – [...]

So Sorry

The house is going to stay dirty – that is just the way it is.  I’ve got most of the work done but not all of it and it is almost 11pm – I need to go to bed since I have to be up at 5:45am to get to work by 7am.   I hope [...]

My Project

I don’t know if I’m having trouble writing on my story because I am tired, because I am stuck or because my passion for the subject is waning.  I believe it is the first one because I am still passionate about the story and while I do feel a bit stuck, not so much as [...]

At City Park Earlier Today

Here at City park there is no internet signal so that is a bit of a bummer. I’m told that as soon as I get internet access on my cell phone, I can use the signal to get on my laptop too but I don’t really care one way or another. There are [...]

Hungry

I am hungry. It is 5am and I should be thinking about bed but I’m am hungry. I ate soup all day and could have it again but I really feel like something with more umpf. Really need to stop and get groceries – there is little in the house to eat other than soup.
Hardees [...]

Vacation

I want to plan a vacation.  It seems like I should be able to go somewhere – take my son with me.  Of course I am thinking Florida since I can’t afford Hawaii.
There are a couple reasons Florida would be top on my list – I want to see my friends, Holly in particular, and [...]