Have two more hours to go and I can tell you, I can’t wait! Not that I don’t like my job – I do – but I feel so terrible, all I want to do is go home and crawl into bed. I feel better if I hold as still as possible so I’ve been trying to do that but it is hard.
I started working on the SOP manual again but the more I worked, the more it started giving me a headache so I finally stopped. Ate most of my chicken noodle soup – had to force it because it didn’t sound so good – however, I ate some plain chips as I forgot my crackers at home and have managed to keep them down.
Hate when I feel sick like this – I want so much to curl into a ball under the covers of my bed and pretend the world outside doesn’t exist. I won’t get that chance because tomorrow is more OT as is the next day – then I go back into my regular days so no day off this week. True tomorrow and the next day are only four-hour work days so that is good but hard to get too enthusiastic about when I feel so shitty.
I am sure I would get better a lot faster if I could get some decent sleep and stay warm. Sitting here at work, I am freezing again. Earlier I was sweating but now I’m so cold I put my jacket on but am still freezing – am thinking I will use the foot warmer here in a bit. The bad thing is it warms my feet to burning but my arms and neck are still freezing cold. I know, I’d complain no matter what.